Can I Tell You A Little Secret???

Some days I feel funny, some days-quite spiritual, but today, well…i’m having some anger issues! I’m just not quite sure what to blame it on…age, hormones, mean spirit!! (surely I don’t have a mean spirit!)

Just between you and me, admitting it is well, not something I normally do. But do you ever have those days that you just feel downright hateful?

What’s up with me? I’ve got these angry little thoughts, about everything. People, places, jobs, people! Haha! I even catch myself prerehearsing conversations in my mind that I would like to have, but will never do. (Thank goodness) Not just about all the wrongs that have been done to me, but get this…wrongs that might be done!(isn’t it crazy the movies that we run through our head?) That’s when you know you’re pretty angry, when you’re even making things up to be mad about!

Just every little thing is crawling up my spine today.  Disagreeable…yip, that’s it.  This has got to be some kind of imbalance…i’m even feeling disagreeable about things I usually agree with!

It’s taken me 49andcounting years, to be able to actually step back, and take a look at my attitude.  Okay, I see it.  I’m feeling grumpy.  Joyce Meyer where are you?  I believe there’s a battlefield going on in my mind!

The blessing is that because I can choose my actions, no one has to know.  Just you and me.  And let me tell you, whew…it really helped to vent!!  Hoping that tomorrow is a happier 🙂 day!



About 49andcounting

Hi! I'm a mom, wife, grammy, sister, friend at that ALMOST 50 age!! (Okay, since I started this a few years ago...well, add a bit to 49andcounting!) How the heck did I get here so fast?!? I love, love, love- my girls, antiques, rural America, history, Jesus, junkin,the lake and my Big Boy...not particularly in that order. It's about time I change this profile a bit. After a year or living in our 5th wheel in beautiful Pennsylvania, My Big Boy and I are back to the Kansas Prairies. And there's just nothing like "Home Sweet Home". Hitting the Big 50 has its own unique, well...let's say...blessings :) So come along, laugh with me...cry with me...praise God with me...and let's do this 49andcounting thing, together!
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